My Beta doubled and we set my U/S up for the 10th of August. That seems so far away....I have tons to do until then. I am on a mission to get my papers written or most of them before school starts. That way I am not all stressed out oh and I can get a raise. We are so going to need it if I have to take no pay days. I won't get paid at all for two months or so. Which is total crap.
Derrick has been hauling cows all week and busting his ass. He is so tired and at home asleep. Hi family will be here this weekend, so I have another house full. We seriously have not been home or alone at home since June. He is going to Sturgis in a week so I am locking myself in the house and writing. I was going to go to my mom's but I decided to stay home and write. I can get so much done while he is gone. Maybe I can get the baby's room cleaned out too. That way We can start looking at furniture and such. I have four papers that have to be done by August 10th. I am on a serious mission. My casebook and History paper can wait, but the rest must get finished. Then I will have 24 hours and get a good sized raise.
I am going to do some research really fast before I get my test back! Then when I get home I am cleaning house and reading Harry Potter!
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Pictures of the Deck.
Concrete on the East side
Deck from the west facing east.
Deck from the east facing westBBQ drama
Stupid people piss me the fuck off. So we had a BBQ last night, and it was pretty fun. Until 3:30 this morning when three really idiotic men came inside with the cattle prod. Needless to say they lost a good chunk of their asses. I was fucking pissed. Then one of them stands there and argues with me. Derrick had to tell him to shut up, cause he would lose. I was still fuming when Derrick came to bed. Other than that and him trying to blow himself up it was fun.
The two that invited themselves ended up not coming. He was in Denver the day of the FET and told his wife. She has decided that it is her job to tell other people what is going on. UMMM FUCK NO. She has no business telling anyone anything. She was on pretty thin ice anyway, and now she is fucked. I refuse to be nice or social. Not happening. Derrick called and left her man a nasty message telling him to shut her up. So now everyone knows what is going on and that is exactally what I didn't want to happen. I wanted to wait until the ultrasound but nope. They didn't show up, and never called back. I guess he asked his sister what was up and she said she didn't know. She figured it out. I have every right to be totally pissed off and am. Derrick is pissed and everyone else that was told thinks I should beat her ass or let her have a piece of my mind. I may if she calls. Or I may just ignore the bitch. They are not welcome here for awhile, and I don't care to have her around my kids. She is foul mouthed and a poor parent. If she wants to start this shit she will lose, because people here like me and Derrick and a good part of them think they are arrogant and worthless. I am a vindicitve bitch and she is a baby ass that thinks she is tough. She has no idea how to play with the big girls. I have years of practice being nasty and rude, she has no idea.
I am still sick a little bit, and my boobies are still hurting. But what ever since I am KU'ed!!! My Beta is in the morning and I am so excited.
The two that invited themselves ended up not coming. He was in Denver the day of the FET and told his wife. She has decided that it is her job to tell other people what is going on. UMMM FUCK NO. She has no business telling anyone anything. She was on pretty thin ice anyway, and now she is fucked. I refuse to be nice or social. Not happening. Derrick called and left her man a nasty message telling him to shut her up. So now everyone knows what is going on and that is exactally what I didn't want to happen. I wanted to wait until the ultrasound but nope. They didn't show up, and never called back. I guess he asked his sister what was up and she said she didn't know. She figured it out. I have every right to be totally pissed off and am. Derrick is pissed and everyone else that was told thinks I should beat her ass or let her have a piece of my mind. I may if she calls. Or I may just ignore the bitch. They are not welcome here for awhile, and I don't care to have her around my kids. She is foul mouthed and a poor parent. If she wants to start this shit she will lose, because people here like me and Derrick and a good part of them think they are arrogant and worthless. I am a vindicitve bitch and she is a baby ass that thinks she is tough. She has no idea how to play with the big girls. I have years of practice being nasty and rude, she has no idea.
I am still sick a little bit, and my boobies are still hurting. But what ever since I am KU'ed!!! My Beta is in the morning and I am so excited.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Minor meltdown
So one of my friends sisters just had her baby, and stupid ass me looked at the pics. Oh yeah, and she took our name! I know that I should be used to that by now, but I am so not! Anyway, it has reduced me to tears. I am not sure if my hormones are going nuts, other than the ones we are pumping my body with, or what, but I did not expect that. I feel good about this cycle, and I am positive. I am having some twinges today, and I don't know what to feel about that. I am hoping it is my babies burrowing in nice and snug. Transfer went great. We transfered 3 grade A embies. Then my mom and brother got to be couch nazi's for two days. I am behaving myself and not doing anything I am not supposed to be. That is difficult since one of my books weighs about 10# on its own. I am ready for class to be over so I can concentrate on writing my papers and getting nearly everything done before I go back to school.
Other than that no pg signs. Just hungry and tired. My boobs don't hurt, but they didn't last time either. I am just sure this worked!
Other than that no pg signs. Just hungry and tired. My boobs don't hurt, but they didn't last time either. I am just sure this worked!
Sunday, July 8, 2007
This cycle better work....
simply because everything that can go wrong has. My lupron was late, had the worst U/S ever Friday and now my estrodial is at a lab in KC and results are not in! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???? I am so pissed off! I was supposed to start PIO today and I have to wait until they have my labs. I am on hold with the RE's office right this second. Last time I had lab drawn there it was not this long. I think I am going to file a complain with the hospital, the lab company, oh and my ins. You just cannot do this shit to someone dealing with IF. It makes us just that much more insane. I am ready to sob. This is awful. I feel like the world is against me right now. I was going to go outside and pull concrete forms so I can park on the driveway and water flowers, but instead I have been on the damn phone all morning. I am about to throw a major fit. They don't happen often, but when they do it is rather dangerous. I just have to keep myself from putting my fist into anything.
Thursday, July 5, 2007
I am pooped, but in a good way! We went to the lake yesterday and skiied. Since I won't be doing that for the rest of the year, I had to. It took about 3 times to get up which is unusual for me, but I was on one. Then popped up the second time and Derrick slowed down to turn and I sank. Silly boy, tried outside the wake and did a cartwheel, and now I am SORE!!!! Way fun and awesome fireworks.
Also found out last night that a friend of ours wife was having an affair. I think with a friend of ours. I have some suspisions, but nothing confirmed. I don't want to know. I didn't want to know that.
My parents went to my uncles house, I guess my cousin was there and as freaking about my gram holding a baby, but mom talked her into it and helped gram. Seriously, it is not the big of a deal. Then I guess she was telling them how her idiot husband works 50 hours a week and can't help at home. Ummm, yes he can. Whatever. Her sisters husband has gone UA from the Navy. My brothers are pissed and so is Derrick when I told him last night. Worthless POS. That is what those two married. My youngest cousin is dating someone, and my little brother told her he better not be a worthless loser like the other two's husbands. I think it is funny. So glad I wasn't there.
I have to mow our weeds today so we can get the rest of the concrete formed, the deck started, rotatilling done, then grass and bushes here I come!
Also found out last night that a friend of ours wife was having an affair. I think with a friend of ours. I have some suspisions, but nothing confirmed. I don't want to know. I didn't want to know that.
My parents went to my uncles house, I guess my cousin was there and as freaking about my gram holding a baby, but mom talked her into it and helped gram. Seriously, it is not the big of a deal. Then I guess she was telling them how her idiot husband works 50 hours a week and can't help at home. Ummm, yes he can. Whatever. Her sisters husband has gone UA from the Navy. My brothers are pissed and so is Derrick when I told him last night. Worthless POS. That is what those two married. My youngest cousin is dating someone, and my little brother told her he better not be a worthless loser like the other two's husbands. I think it is funny. So glad I wasn't there.
I have to mow our weeds today so we can get the rest of the concrete formed, the deck started, rotatilling done, then grass and bushes here I come!
Sunday, July 1, 2007
Random thoughts....
I just want to be lazy. I am doing a pretty good job too. I have gotten all my reading done for next week, and some of it done for the following week. I am trying to save some stuff to do so that I will be occupied the week of the FET and while I am on bedrest. I get to spend most of my bedrest at my mom's. Which is fine, but she gets so damn bossy. Love her to death, but she is the typical caretaker, much like me, and tends to boss. Oh well, I know she means well. Derrick is going to go to some drag thing that weekend, his friend wants us both to go. I wiggled my way out by saying the my little bro would getting home about then, and I need to spend time with my grandparents. Which technically both are true.
My grandparents, okay they are divorced and have been for a billion years. My Gram told me last weekend that she would always care very much about Granps, but she couldn't take some of the other stuff. He thinks he is God's gift to women, still. He is funny but has been very ill for a very long time. He first got sick right before I graduated from high school. He has not been out of his house other than to the dr. for 9 years. Both of my grandparents were smokers and it has gotten the best of them. Gpa has severe emphysema and COPD. Not a pretty sight. I talked to him yesterday and he was in a smartass mood. Mom said he was really thin though and in bed when she got there. I forgot to ask about the time my great gram chased him down the street with a broom. I am gonna. The point of this whole rant is that he has been barely hanging on for 9 years. Is he hanging on just to make sure we are all happy and safe? I want him to be here long enough to see my kids and my brothers get married. Okay that last one might take awhile. He is funny and I love him very much. I can't do this now either.
On my Gram, she is convinced that her adopted mother is doing this to her. I guess she was a mean woman, hence the broom incident. Gram is really pissed about it and going through the angry thing. We were talking about it the other day and she told me all that. I never met Tess, so I have no clue, but everyone says she was terrible. I am going to call Gram in a little bit, but I need to clean my car out. My RE called and my estrogen is great 117. I think I do have to go to Denver for the U/S. That is fine. I will just zip out there and zip back. Maybe shop some in the meantime.
My grandparents, okay they are divorced and have been for a billion years. My Gram told me last weekend that she would always care very much about Granps, but she couldn't take some of the other stuff. He thinks he is God's gift to women, still. He is funny but has been very ill for a very long time. He first got sick right before I graduated from high school. He has not been out of his house other than to the dr. for 9 years. Both of my grandparents were smokers and it has gotten the best of them. Gpa has severe emphysema and COPD. Not a pretty sight. I talked to him yesterday and he was in a smartass mood. Mom said he was really thin though and in bed when she got there. I forgot to ask about the time my great gram chased him down the street with a broom. I am gonna. The point of this whole rant is that he has been barely hanging on for 9 years. Is he hanging on just to make sure we are all happy and safe? I want him to be here long enough to see my kids and my brothers get married. Okay that last one might take awhile. He is funny and I love him very much. I can't do this now either.
On my Gram, she is convinced that her adopted mother is doing this to her. I guess she was a mean woman, hence the broom incident. Gram is really pissed about it and going through the angry thing. We were talking about it the other day and she told me all that. I never met Tess, so I have no clue, but everyone says she was terrible. I am going to call Gram in a little bit, but I need to clean my car out. My RE called and my estrogen is great 117. I think I do have to go to Denver for the U/S. That is fine. I will just zip out there and zip back. Maybe shop some in the meantime.
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