Nutso weekend! And it is gonna get better!

For fun yesterday we scanned me! My usually sleepy baby B was awake and rather active. I think that one is a girl and is quite the thumb sucker! My usually active baby A was standing on his (I think he is my boy) head and sleeping. He moved like twice cause baby B kicked him. We still can't see what they are, and that is fine since I was Derrick to be with me when we find out. My best friend thinks I probably have them backwards or I am having 2 girls. I don't know.

Hit Target yesterday, the didn't have a whole lot in the way of maternity clothes. I got some fall decoration stuff instead. I have got to get my house cleaned up. I found 2 tops at NY&C that work great as maternity and some super comfy lounge pants. Mom bought me 2 new bras. I was so hoping to have to avoid doing that. I haven't worn anything other than VS since I was in high school and buying bras elsewhere just did not appeal to me. But I am about busting out of my other ones. They are just tight. Mom and Kimmy noticed that. Great, just called me boobs. I got to see my nephew! He is so cute and just jabbers and smiles. Mom stole him the whole time we were shopping. Big meanie. I have to run back over there this morning and dig through her maternity clothes and get baby name books so Derrick and I can go through them.

We are going to pick up my new computer, had to finally get one. Then we are going to lunch with my gram. She fell again yesterday. She wouldn't answer the phone, and my mom and aunt decided that gram is living with someone from now on. She isn't eating and is just making us all nuts. I guess my other aunt's husband is home....and he has all these ideas of what needs to be done. UmMM dude, you have not been part of this family that long and you are not that cool, so keep your ideas to your damn self. You are a computer nerd and have NO knowledge of medicine so back off. Speaking of family, apperantly my cousin has decided that since she has twins she knows all. Nevermind the fact that my mom has twins and I have been around my brothers for the last 24 years. She is positive that I am going to need all of her knowledge. UMMM NO. Pretty sure I have it under control. I remember my brothers being little, and if I really need help I have my mom. Are you kidding me? I can't even stand to be around her or her POS husband. So not calling for your help. Just cause you are to stupid to figure out that babies cost money and you have to do more for them than birth them does not make you an expert. I bought my fertility and that is fine with me. At least I have a brain in my head and my children were totally planned and wanted. Never for a second were they not loved. Even in the dish we wanted them. My family makes me nuts.

Things in the sticks are quiet. Derrick is helping some other guy pick wet corn. I think it rained at home last night so he might get to relax today. I need to have him sweep the floor, or hey here is an idea is big fat baby S is still there he can fucking do it. He needs to have S pick up the room he is in. I have to set up the computer tonight and I want it not to smell in there. Ready for dude to leave. Alright I am off to get ready and go get some stuff!

I swear boys are wimps!

So I am totally ready for our house guest to leave. Not only has he been here too long, I need to get some shit done in that room. Oh did I mention that is smells like ASS! Since his injury he has been moping around here like a big damn baby. Can't call him a girl, cause he isn't that tough. I am going to smack the shit outta him here soon. That and it was his big idea to do this trucking thing and he was going to be the silent finacier. SO now he wants all this stuff, like fuel records and I mean exact crap. I told Derrick that we are just better off doing it ourselves. We have talked about it before anyway. THat and we both know that there is no need to put 04 or newer 379 flattop Pete's on the road. No point! I have done all the leg work in trying to get authority and have a few more calls to make and we are good. Then we need to get a truck. We own a grain buggy, so that is not an issue. It is just frustrating for both of us that S is being a PITA. I swear if he bitches at all about that thumb I am going to poke my thumb in his eye.

I am going home this weekend. My brothers wierdo chic left so I can peacefully go to my mom's and have a good weekend. I have got to do some shopping.

Work, is work. That is all there is too it. I am ready for March so I can be home with my babies. I am going to have mom scan me this weekend so we can check my placenta's. Gotta love that mom runs an imaging center. Comes in handy. I am going to see my gram too. Mom says she is failing and getting frail. When I call her she is always bossy or sassy. Which is good I guess. Unless I am the last one that gets to her, then I get gripped at. I am going to figure out what to do for dinner. I have no idea what time my other half will be here. Soon I hope so we can hang out. Can't get any, which sucks. That part of this just blows. But we can hang out and make our list of questions for the lawyer and DOT.

I know I suck!

It has been eventful around here. Fall wet corn is over thank God. Now we just have to get wheat drilled, milo cut, some field work done, and help a friend with dry corn. Fun huh!

Had another scare on Friday that landed me on 3 more days of bedrest and very restricted activity for the rest of my pregnancy. Apperantly both placentas are previa. There is also a pool of blood under baby B. That is what is coming out. No sex, orgasm, straining to poo, nothing traumatic to the pelvis until it corrects itself. That means lots of fiber, colace twice a day, oh yeah and I got an enema Saturday morning. Think that is just for old people, um no. I could go my whole life without another one of those. ICK! Other than that there is not a whole lot new. Derrick and I are much better. His friend staying with us is about to grate on my last nerve. I have had it. I want my house back. It is time.

Other than that I am going to relax on the couch as per my light activity. I can't even vacum or carry the damn laundry basket, cause it weighs more than 10 pounds. I am getting someone to come in and clean the bathrooms and floors.

Freshman, football, and fun

Seriously, I think that freshman get dumber and dumber. Not just freshman, high school boys in general. Some of the stuff that comes outta their mouths is unreal. Do they not know they are not cute and they are just stupid? I swear if I ever find out my children behave the way some of these do, they will wish their dad gets to them first. Actually, they would probably be better off with me! Mom is a teacher, his mom is a teacher. My kids are screwed!

Anyway, I have decided that I want to live on oreos and spaghetti. Not entirely healthy, I know. But yummy. Since things that are yummy are few and far between, I eat what is good. My OB said that for the first tri, she just wanted me to eat. The next two she will gripe at me about what.

I have to go out of town tomorrow night for a football game. Seriously you would think that football was a religion where I work. Or you would think we were in Texas. Big blow up helmet, fireworks=big fat stupid. We look like idiots. I think it will be really funny next year or the year after when we are terrible. Remember those freshman boys? Yeah they are not going to live up to the standard. LOL!!!

Things are quiet on the home front. Both of us had bad dreams last night that involved the other having an affair. I slugged him in mine. Woke up and talked about them. Reassured each other that they were just dreams in a very good way. If you didn't get this side effect of pregnancy so sorry for you! Derrick thinks I have lost it! It is different than when you are trying. Then it is for a reason, you are on a mission. All that trying eventually has a way of taking the fun of of BD. Temps, needles, propping up fannies, all that fun stuff that you have to do when you are IF. I had actually forgotten how much fun it was and what stress relief it could be. IF makes everything stressful even that. I had a good day at least! Gonna go take a quick snooze before I feed the calf!

My body does work on it's own!

My nurse just called and I am officially on my own. My body is doing what it is supposed to. Never thought that would happen! No more meds! WAHOO!!! I called Derrick to tell him and I think he is having a bad day. I know he is, his truck had issues this morning so that makes today not so hot. He is grumpy. Great. His friend is going to be staying with us for awhile during fall harvest. I hate harvest times, it makes the men in my life grouchy. Not that he needs help with that right now.

Anyway, there is not much new here. I need to fold clothes so that S has somewhere to sleep. I use the spare bed to deposit the clean laundry since I hate folding it. Better do that huh!

I have a major headache today and want to lay down. I think I am gonna until they get here. My neck is all stiff and so are my shoulders. I carry all my stress there so it would figure. But you are not supposed to get massages during your first trimester. So I will suffer and drink lots of water. I have had some round ligament pain, which is good, but not comfortable. It does mean the little ones are growing. I see my OB next Friday and will have another ultrasound. I want Derrick to go, but if he is picking corn there is no way. Once again did I mention that harvest sucks? There is enough stress in this house right now without that. Okay, I am going to go and take a nap.

More babies around us!

Things are mostly better. I understand that there are going to be rough times. I got that, I just am not very good at dealing with it. Mostly we are better. Mostly, we had meltdown last night over the whole deal again. He has a hard time understanding that women do not always want to have sex when they do. Guys are different they want it and that is that, he can't get this difference through his head. I should have told him if I wanted it there would have been more to it. But let a sleeping dog lie. I got tired of him and went to bed. Didn't sleep worth a shit and he slept on the couch. We have talked a little today.

We have a friend that is pg. She called this afternoon to tell me. They had a m/c in December at 11 weeks so they are excited. She thinks she will be due the middle of April. That means that we have half of a class happening from November on. We have a friend due in Nov, Feb, me in March, and April. There are 4 of us. Oh and 5 babies. Derrick thinks the couple we are no longer friends with will get ku'd now. Stupid bitch can't be left out. They should sterilize people like her and him. As soon as you know they are worthless pieces of shit, cut em. Harsh, yep. But you know what, I teach and I see what comes through my classroom from people like that. It is not pretty. It is sad actually. Those kids do not have a fighting chance. Their parents don't read to them, spend time with them, do anything for them. They spend money on booze and smokes. It pisses me off. These are the same people that would have their infants in the bar, which yes is the only restaurant in town, until after midnight. Ummmm HELL NO! Take your kid home. That is bad parenting. It is a cycle and it continues. I guess that means I have job security right. Thank God I don't teach around here.

I am going to try to talk Derrick into getting the babies room all cleaned out. We'll see how that goes.

Our new four legged baby!