I hate the cold...

It is freezing rain here again. I hate winter. I like the moisture, just why can't it not snow or ice the roads. I had to stay in MC last night because I had to be at a basketball game. I have another one tonight. I am going home though. I want to sleep in my own bed with my honey. I also want to pack some stuff. The list of things that I am sick of and getting sick of is growing. I am sick to death of pregnant people that act like they deserve something special because they are pregnant. No you don't. You are pregnant. It is not a disease or a curse. Not everything in this whole world revolves around you and your growing belly. Do not make excuses for everything you do because you are pregnant. If I do this somebody please kick my ass. Still no AF. Not pregnant. I have peed on 2 sticks. Both very negative. I am calling the dr today. I am not waiting forever for her to get here. I have a feeling that I am on one of my crazy cycles. Which would make sense, because this is the time last year when they went all nuts. 65 days at this time last year. I am not doing that. No fucking way. I think I need coffee. That would help my mood. I hope. I am always in a bad mood when I stay away from Derrick and my cat. I have so much to do at home, and I have 4 more papers to write. I have to do them. They have to be done by May 1st. I better get my ass is gear. I have one almost done. I am going to finish it next week. Then on the my drama paper, ww1, and finally my last one. Too bad I have to re-read two books huh. Oh well. My masters will be so worth it. I want to teach college. The local junior college is hiring for a part time adult instructor. FUll time and I would so be there, but when my IVF works, I have to have health insurance. They need to be hiring an English instructor. That would make life so great. Then I could work 3 days a week and still be full time. AHHHHH!!! I can think of so many things. I have coffee now and I am better .